Its almost 11pm and I’m still awake. Barring a good reason to be awake I don’t mind being awake at this hour. A few years ago this was the time for me to be up and active. Today or rather tonight, it is a much different reason. I just can’t sleep.
Its not really a shocker to me. So much has gone into this day, its hard for me to make my mind come to a halt. I made a bit of a huge choice today, I’m hoping to not regret it but the cards speak well of my endeavor so here I am. More or less putting my shingle out as a good friend once said. Its time for me to step up and become the professional spiritual worker I have always wanted to be. I think its a bit of a shock to the system. I’ve laid out everything I want to do and the steps required to do it and now I’m actually fully walking that path and honestly, its fricken scary.
I’ve been practicing my own path for years and believe I can at the very least make my magic do what I intend it to do. Given I don’t have as powerful spiritual allies as some or at least they choose to not let themselves be as clearly known as some folks, but it doesn’t help I can’t get the job done. I think that’s really what scares me, is knowing I’m taking this leap and truly going in entirely on faith. Some folks have the luxury of actually knowing. I do often wonder what life would be like being able to no longer have to worry if I was doing the right thing, because I could literally speak to an ancestor about it or simply commune in a way with some kind of spiritual essence that has an ultimate authority.
That being said, I can’t say there hasn’t been signs putting me toward this path. Otherwise I would never have made the choice I made! Still its something that has been kicking around in the back of my head. All and all I think the message of this post is simply to dare to dream. It may be scary and it may seem totally crazy, but you never know what is out there for you until you try. I’ve been given an opportunity to try. So I’m taking it!
So if you find yourself in need of spiritual work, send me a message some how and we’ll see what we can do to get you squared away. This job is about helping people first and foremost. So let me help if I can!